Drowning

I don't know why
I listen to love songs
they only remind me of him
of course that's all I do
think of him
that's not true
but sometimes it feels like it
the memories of him
are stuck in my head like glue
I never want to forget him
or our momentary happiness
but I want to make more
I want to find love
make happy memories
ones that won't fade over time
I want to find happiness
I need to find happiness
before I suffocate in this black hole
every day I'm drowning
I just wish someone would come along
and teach me how to swim.